I have a flood of ideas that I haven’t even worked into my book yet. I am seeing it go places and take turns that I had never expected. I know my writing is horrible – come on, who rights a GOOD first draft? 🙂 – and that doesn’t bother me because I can fix it later. I love writing and once I am typing away at my computer I can hardly type fast enough to keep up with the flood in my brain.
So, what is the problem? Why am I finding myself falling behind on my goals for word count and such?
I think it is a matter of time and motivation. I suppose it isn’t so much that I lack the motivation to write – I just lack the time to not feel guilty about wanting to write. When the kids are squirreled away in quiet time or bed time, laundry piles up, dishes need doing, sewing and other projects need to be accomplished, or sometimes I just want to be a vegetable and do nothing because the kids are finally quiet and in bed. There are so many things that NEED to be done that I have a hard time taking the little time I have to do them to sit and write….and write…. and write….
and there are the days when I dont want to write and the ideas gnaw at my brain and my nap is flooded with my characters and their escapades and then I feel bad for not writing.
Then there is that feeling when you get behind – do you say there is no way you can catch up and give up the fight? I’m not a quitter. Do you shrug your shoulders and say let bygones be bygones, start fresh with a new daily word count goal to me the final goal, or do you go completely crazy trying to ‘catch’ up. I tend to go crazy, where I think I should just start fresh. Hmmmmm…. maybe I should remember that, or just be sure to meet my goal each day whether or not I feel like it.
One thing I have discovered – writing 2000 words a day is a simple thing IF you do it.